Christian-LGFUAD

Who do you think you're fooling? I see what you are now. Why can't you? I didn't have the courage to ask you out on a date until spring, March I think, of that school year, even after what happened at that party. We never talked about it so I always assumed you thought it was a mistake. But we both know it wasn't, it was so right. We went to go see a matinee and then went out for ice cream. Nothing extravagant, we were both broke, unemployed freshmen.  At the ice cream parlor I saw how the guys looked at you but I didn't understand why. You were mine after all, you always have been. I didn't mind, I thought you would never leave me. But I g

I will never forgive myself for being so naïve, but the past is the past and I have learned. So will you. It was at a Christmas party that things really started, you remember right? Some girl named Kelly threw it and invited half the school. We were included in that half of the school.  Typical high school party really, booze, boobs, bongs and boys. You had a little bit of everything that night. "Come on Alex, dance with me!" You were standing in front of me with a red solo cup in your left hand and a cigarette in the other. "All you've done tonight is sat there. Quite being sucha grouch!" The way you were slurring and stumbling a lit

Lies. All you fed me was lies. I chased you so innocently, I came to your every beck and call and you let me down. Now I know the truth. I will not sit idly by as you hurt me and others. I will find you. I will make you pay for what happened to me. These scars may fade. But my fury will not subside. I will have revenge. The first time I saw you I thought I saw an angel.  Of course this angel was an eighth grade, gangly, pimpled angel, but an angel nonetheless. You were standing there and I instantly knew, I must have her. I didn't know at first where this would take me, or how it would change me, but I learned. We were friends at